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OMG I'm an idiot.. why did I do it!


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I emailed his friend... this girl and I have been in contact throughout the past month or so - she was bewildered as to why we were on this break.. said he seems so sad everytime she sees him. She wanted to ask him how I was, and see what the deal was.. I eventually told her to let things be. If you read myother post you'd know he broke it off with me 2 weeks ago.

 

I last heard from her on Friday and she wanted to talk to him over the weekend. I sent her an email - kind of harsh - to please NOT say anyting about me to him. He doesn't want me in his life, just leave it alone because I need to move on. She responded "Ok! I was hoping it would be this way...." etc.

 

Today I felt badly for sort of being harsh with her in email, so I EMAILED her to apologize.. said i'm sorry too for how it worked out.. I want him happy though.. and know that I cared about him, very much.. that's all, I said.

 

HOW BAD IS IT THAT I EMAILED HER??? I am so mad.. is that breaking the no contact rule?? I mean, he dumped me - pretty much.. and I can't wait for him.. am Ihoping he'll call? sure.. and 2 weeks is long for him, so I'm thinking he is done for good. The way I look at it, it could have been worse.. I could have emailed HIM, right??

 

Hopefully she won't say anything.. she's been on my side throughout..told me to call her anytime I needed to talk. Up until now she's been a good friend..

 

but i'm pissed i emailed her. Damnit I need to let go! :( How bad was that?

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Wasn't bad. Reach out where you can...just not towards him.

 

You are doing fine hun. Baby steps and dont beat yourself up :)

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Wasn't bad. Reach out where you can...just not towards him.

 

You are doing fine hun. Baby steps and dont beat yourself up :)

 

Even though she's his friend (not mine). I just feel like I crossed a line.

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Nah...I think your fine. You didn't contact him in any way, shape, or form.

 

Now if you e-mailed her for info on him or to pass along a message, that'd be different. Just because she was his friend first doesn't mean you can't be friends and/or contact her.

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Just because she was his friend first doesn't mean you can't be friends and/or contact her.

 

My best friend now is my ex-bf's ex. Just sayin'.

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