bhadresh88 Posted August 16, 2003 Posted August 16, 2003 my x gf broke up with me, last month, i had many gf in past, but i never in love with them becuase i knew that thats not the love. first time i fell in love with this girl, i felt like this is the girl whom i was lokin for. and may be thats true, she was love me so much, beauty is not more important then the nature for me, and thts wat i find in her. she was respect me so much, she always called me respectively. and tahts wat i liked in her. i was like i m the luckiest guy in the word who is fully setisfied with his girlfriend. but god didnt liked taht and something happend between us and she got felling for someone else. since last time we met she told me taht she likes someone else, and he is good guy, and she love him, i just broke up.i just cant belive how its happand. she always wanted to merry with me, and i gave her promise that i will merry with her, she told me that she never lie to her mother, she told her mother evry single things that happ with her, so she asked me to tell her mother bout us, i said no for now, becuase if she said now her mother will not let us meet to each other becuase she is indian and my girlfriend is just 17 and i m 22. so i said to her just wait for perfect time. and then tell ur mom. i belive that if she told her mom this days never come and she never leave me, it just my foult. i got mad many times on her, becuase of some reason, and she never complain me bout that. she said she dont want me to change for anyone. she want me as i m. but last time she told me that i got mad soon, thts she dont like it. but we can get mad whom we love truely. bucuase u love them, u not got mad on someone whom u dont know. she told me she likes to be my friend. but i think its not gon work out, and its very hard becuase she is my girlfriend, u cant see someone who was ur gf. she likes the guy who work in her store where she work. and i find out htat she didnt told him bout me. we had so good time with each other, we had sex many times and she never said no to me. b4 we always meet online at 9 pm every night, if we dont talk she call me next day and ask me y i didnt come online, i mean no one love me like she did. and i love her too. i dont say i wan merry with u to every girl, and this is the first girl i mad promise taht i will merry with her. and she was really happy. one day she asked me how many girlfriend i had in my past, and i told her every single things becuase i dont have to lie to her whom i love so much. and her friend said to me that she got hurt after i told her. now she likes someone else, and this days going very bad for me. i dont have job , i have but it just 2 days per week. so siting at home is worst work to do. and she dont come online so i can contect her, i have her home number but whenever i call her home somebody else pick up the phone. i know wat time she go to work, where she live, but i just comfused so i dotn go to meet untill she not contect me, one thing is sure, one day she will comin back and thats my feelings and i know my feelings always come true. but i cant wait untill she come back, i need to do something so i can get her back. i cant ferget those beautiful days and those unfergetable moments that we had, but how come she ferget that easy, thats the question in my mind. plz somebody help me i m dieing here. give me way, i lost my way.
Sarrow Posted August 16, 2003 Posted August 16, 2003 Beleive it or not, I am in a simalar situation of a girl saying one thing to me, then daten another so fast. I broke up with my girl though, because I knew she was capable of it, my feelings for her and still intense and I love and wish for everything that we were. I just want to go on living my life with her. But, because I knew what she was capable of, I knew I couldn't truely love that. Dispite how I felt. And I have the same problem of sitting at home. My best advice is to try your hardest to work past her, call your friends, spend time out. Got to school, ask for more hours... keep as busy as posible. peace and good luck~
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