Dazed & Confused Posted September 3, 2008 Posted September 3, 2008 Well i have been visiting this forum occassionally since splitting with my ex my last thread being http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t147941/ well i spose the short story is we did stay apart and divorce is in proceeds. Up until a few weeks ago she was seeing someone else, although it has been very on and off. Between that she had been messing me about with our kids, letting me see them lots when she wasn't with boyfriend, then when she got back with him my access restricted. ALso through this time asking me to go back. This really got on top of me and about 2 months ago i sort of went to pieces and have been on AD ever since. I thought i was on top of everything and over her, as her being with this boy didnt worry me at all, and through solicitors sorted out the access with our girls. A few weeks back she split with boyfriend again, but for sure this time. And of the last few weekends has been going out and having one night stands, and seems quite proud in telling me. Hearing all this though has really started to get to me, and i almost feel put back 5-6 months - i do seem to over anylise things anyway, but the thought of her with these different men keeps going over in my head. I dont think it helps that a few days ago should of been of 2nd anniversary so i wonder if thinking of that has just bought things back!? I think what i am asking really is - is this normal roller coaster of emotions? Her being with people up until really hasnt bothered me but the last few days has been really tough. I do wonder whether i need to see some sort of councellor about my issues with over analysing which i think comes from the slight OCD i seem to have, which i did get on top of. Has anyone else had similar thing? thinking they were on the up but then suddenly bought crashing down?
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