Eyeofthoth Posted August 21, 2008 Posted August 21, 2008 Some of you know some of my story. The details don't matter anymore except that 2 1/2 months ago I was abandoned. I love him truly, madly, deeply and it was the most devastating breakup of my life. Much, much worse than my divorce, because I loved this person more than the ex-husband. I made contact last night after a month of N/C . . . There is no point in my doing that again -- he would see me as a friend. I even think he still loves me, but he is with someone else and it kills me. So this time N/C is for good. I feel that life is pointless. If love leads to this much pain . . . I don't get it. It is horrible.
Mending1985 Posted August 21, 2008 Posted August 21, 2008 I'm back on my first day of NC too! It feels a little strange, but mostly I feel ok with it because this is SO much better than the alternative. Just keep reminding yourself that you can't change his mind or his feelings, this is the power you have to control the situation. YOU are choosing to not talk to HIM. You're in control!!!!
Jay_Bird Posted August 21, 2008 Posted August 21, 2008 I hope you stay NC for as long as it takes! During that time I hope you rebuild yourself so that the next person can enjoy you for who you really are, no scars on your heart! Good Luck
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