ioncebelieved Posted August 19, 2008 Posted August 19, 2008 I have been in NC for almost 50 days now and have been healing fairly well. Last night for some strange reason, I started thinking about her, the times we shared and how much I still miss her. I contemplated breaking contact by sending a very short email for an hour or so. Then I asked myself why In the world would you do such a thing???? The way I see it is that if she wanted to communicate with me she knows every way to do it. The more I thought about it, I also knew that it would make me appear weak to her because all I wanted to say was I have not forgotten you and there has not been a day that passed where I did not think of her. I came to my senses and why bother doing anything so stupid and silly!!! For those struggling with NC...It is hard and at times it gets harder, but I am so much stronger because for once, MY HEAD over ruled my broken heart!! I am nowhere close to the same person she knew and I will be so much different if I ever talk to her again and It will only be when she hits me up first.
Meaplus3 Posted August 19, 2008 Posted August 19, 2008 I have been in NC for almost 50 days now and have been healing fairly well. Last night for some strange reason, I started thinking about her, the times we shared and how much I still miss her. I contemplated breaking contact by sending a very short email for an hour or so. Then I asked myself why In the world would you do such a thing???? The way I see it is that if she wanted to communicate with me she knows every way to do it. The more I thought about it, I also knew that it would make me appear weak to her because all I wanted to say was I have not forgotten you and there has not been a day that passed where I did not think of her. I came to my senses and why bother doing anything so stupid and silly!!! For those struggling with NC...It is hard and at times it gets harder, but I am so much stronger because for once, MY HEAD over ruled my broken heart!! I am nowhere close to the same person she knew and I will be so much different if I ever talk to her again and It will only be when she hits me up first. Good for you for sticking with NC! Keep up the good work. It will get better with time. AP:)
0hpenelope Posted August 19, 2008 Posted August 19, 2008 I have been in NC for almost 50 days now and have been healing fairly well. Last night for some strange reason, I started thinking about her, the times we shared and how much I still miss her. I contemplated breaking contact by sending a very short email for an hour or so. Then I asked myself why In the world would you do such a thing???? The way I see it is that if she wanted to communicate with me she knows every way to do it. The more I thought about it, I also knew that it would make me appear weak to her because all I wanted to say was I have not forgotten you and there has not been a day that passed where I did not think of her. I came to my senses and why bother doing anything so stupid and silly!!! For those struggling with NC...It is hard and at times it gets harder, but I am so much stronger because for once, MY HEAD over ruled my broken heart!! I am nowhere close to the same person she knew and I will be so much different if I ever talk to her again and It will only be when she hits me up first. Same here. NC is hard. I find myself getting sucked into that thought pattern of Lawrence this, Lawrence that... Then I check myself. "Exactly why would anything that he does with his life now be any of your business? You're not even FRIENDS!" Just shake it off. When I feel the wallowing coming on, I go on LS right away. And Meaplus, I know you responded directly to ioncebelieved, but I want to say thank you anyway. I wouldn't have gone on this kind of NC without the support of LS on the subject.
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