wareagle Posted August 18, 2008 Posted August 18, 2008 She's is back at work after a 2 month layoff! I knew that I needed to face her today for I am sick of feeling like a prisoner at work, the last 2 months for me has been great not having to worry about running into her! So first thing this morning I knew where she would be so made sure I was there. I was within 2 feet of her, but never made eye contact or acknowledged she was there. I heard her talking to a co-worker and I started to have an anxiety attack, my legs were shaking I had that empty pit feeling in my stomach, and couldn't really say much to anyone without stumbling over my words! I quickly got the hell outta there cause I didn't want this to ruin my day! It didn't, yea I felt like I kinda took a few steps back for a couple of hours, but by the end of the day I was fine. I am not going to be a prisoner in my own workplace and let someone dictate where I can roam!! I am strong and I will get to the indeference point, where I can look at her and say, OH that's just my ex, nobody important!!!
CaliGuy Posted August 18, 2008 Posted August 18, 2008 Pretty soon you'll drop the ex part and just say "it's nobody important...."
BackonTrack Posted August 18, 2008 Posted August 18, 2008 Pretty soon you'll drop the ex part and just say "it's nobody important...." Wow, I think I'm at the "its no body important" part. Took 5 months of NC
0hpenelope Posted August 18, 2008 Posted August 18, 2008 Let me just talk about the elephant in the room. "Awkward..."
Author wareagle Posted August 18, 2008 Author Posted August 18, 2008 Cali guy I am looking forward to that day! Hopefully it's sooner than later! Bot, it's been 5 months NC for me to buddy! Been a tough road, but I am healing! I will get there!
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