BackonTrack Posted August 2, 2008 Posted August 2, 2008 I would like to post a update. After my breakup, I was very hurt. It was pretty bad, I would get panic attacks, I couldn't see, would collapse on the floor, I would talk about her for hours to anyone who would listen, I could hear her voice in my head calling me, I would think about her everyday for about 4 months, night & day, my mind would cycle the events which occured wondering "why", "how did i let this happen" etc etc, I even went mad & drove by her house but now 150 something days later, I feel nothing. It looks like the breakup broke me, tore down my mind & it had to rebuild itself. So I emerged a new person, for better or worst, my ex girlfriend changed me. In the end, I have come to realize that she never loved me the same way I loved her. I guess thats just life. But on a totally different subject, I wish we were still together. I sometimes feel she was the one for me. I know she was the one for me, thats the sad part.
Orionz Posted August 2, 2008 Posted August 2, 2008 Congrats on the progress mate. I guess we all gotta move on and continue on the journey to look for The One. Hope the day will come soon that you can finally open up and accept new relationships. All the best.
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