SundaeMorning Posted July 31, 2008 Posted July 31, 2008 ohh man. ive been doin so much better these past couple of weeks. spending time with new friends, being spontaneous, body piercing, etc... and i felt this weight lifted off my shoulders once i started to ALLOW myself to feel better and not let NC or being broken hearted consume me. initially, after the breakup, i was scared we wouldnt be able to go back to being friends and i thought that was what i wanted. but you know, i started getting to this point where i stopped pressuring myself to get off the fence. how can you reel your emotions back and stuff them into a 'just friends' jar after they've gone up to that kind of a level in a relationship? i didnt know if i wanted to or not, i just knew i didnt want to harass myself and dwell on it anymore. so there i was, doing my thing, feeling better.. and then i get a myspace comment from him. a nothing statement, really. nothing i need to immediately respond to. but do i just ignore it? do i take this time to blatantly avoid him? agh, i don't know. it didn't put me back to square one, thank goodness. but it does interrupt my feel-good flow. (haha, does that sounds like the title of a '70s hit, or what?) what do i dooo?
Author SundaeMorning Posted July 31, 2008 Author Posted July 31, 2008 i realize how high school this sounds, and that's what's pissing me off. i felt fine and now i'm affected by this dumb little thing. it wasn't an "i never want to see you again" breakup, and neither of us cheated... things just didn't work out anymore.. so we're 'supposed' to be on good terms. i don't know.
Ronni_W Posted July 31, 2008 Posted July 31, 2008 what do i dooo? Do (think, act, choose, decide) whatever you have to do to get back to that place of feeling good about yourself, your life and your future. If I'm reading correctly, you are not yet ready to start a "just friends" thing -- I'd follow that instinct/intuition, and not respond to him yet. Now...go on...get out there and start feeling good again!!!
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