EMBeee Posted July 27, 2008 Posted July 27, 2008 Hi all, I'm at work right now and i'm sooooooo bored! I work in a laboratory and everything is done and i have nothing to do. No ER's - nothing. That's ok I guess... I haven't been on here too much anymore so I figured I would get back on here and talk my butt off since my LD bf doesn't really talk to me much anymore. Frankly I don't even know how to classify our relationship... are we just friends? Are we friends with benefits? Are we exclusive? I have no idea any longer... I know that at the least - we are good friends. I do love him regardless of which way this thing goes. I know that we'll always be friends till the end. We've been friends for 16 years now and that 16 years isn't going down the drain (or at least I won't let it) that easily. He has a big caring heart and I care much for him. My how I do love him though So anyway... I'm not on here really seeking any advice. i'm just bored and "free" writing/typing what comes to my mind first. I do go back to see him soon... 18 more days!! I can't wait... it's not really about me just going to see "him" per sa... it's his family and circle of friends that I can't wait to see either... I love them all and they all make me feel at home and loved. I'm glad they are all back in my life again So, I went to talk to a psychic the other day... I asked her what she saw for me in my relationship. She could see my future on 2 different roads. One was very strong and clear... the other rather blurry but possibilities. She does see me moving to where my LD bf is - but doesn't see me moving there for "him"... she sees another man in the works (the blurry road)... one with sandy brown hair, a little older than me... about 5'9'', medium build. She said that - that road is blurry but a possibility. She does see the stronger road with me and my current LD bf - but she says that I am the one to put in all the effort... which is exactly what is happening now. She says it would and could work - but it'll take lots of work on my part. She says that i "NEED, NEED, NEED" to move there though in order for it to work out. She sees an "oops" child in the future - a boy... that's funny because I had a dream about a child of mine (whom I hadn't had yet) I named him Michael Charles. I know that she's pretty legit because she validated many things from my past that I had NOT told anyone!! And she confirmed many many things with loved ones that had passed and also knew the color of and described many things that were around me at the time of the reading. So we'll see how it goes. I can't wait to see the handsome face of my LD bf!! I will be there for one week's time. I wish I could surprise him and get there one day sooner. His sister could pick me up and while he's sleeping - I could curl into bed with him while he's sleeping and he could wake up to me... Man how I wish I could do that. I love surprising him and he loves surprises. That would be great!!! So anyway -I better stop ranting here. How's everyone else doing otherwise??
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