iwanttolive Posted July 27, 2008 Posted July 27, 2008 Hi everyone, I'm afraid to go to church, not because i'm afraid of bumping into him.. But i'm afraid one day I receive news that he's getting married to someone else and I'll feel like a failure for failing to win his heart and some other gal succeeds. Well, yeah, i might be the one getting married before him. But how do i shake off this fear? Moving church seems like running away, because I also left my previous church cos my ex was there..
JustinWolf Posted July 27, 2008 Posted July 27, 2008 I learned recently the one person I ever gave my heart to got engaged. I was sad for a day or so, now I'm doing good. You gotta stay STRONG.
Author iwanttolive Posted July 27, 2008 Author Posted July 27, 2008 It's unhealthy.. I imagine him in suit, looking good, smiling brightly at the altar while his bride walks towards him in white flowing wedding gown Sh*t, anyone has the same experience? :lmao:
JustinWolf Posted July 27, 2008 Posted July 27, 2008 But, one day you wiill be dressed in a white gown walking up to be with the one guy, the one you would really like to be with and he'll be sitting somewhere watching YOU!
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