Peter_pan Posted July 24, 2008 Posted July 24, 2008 hey guys, i have been doin well about moving on and excepting everything for how it is. however, last night i drove to a place with some friends, and we went past a place that i first met her. college. i havnt seen it for 2 years. and it brought up alot of memories and made me feel sad. i then had a dream about her, some one said, she flirts with every guy that comes into the shop. so i went in and started riots. knocking things over etc i then left for the train and was crying in my dream. i know it wasnt a good idea to go by that place but i didnt think it would effect me. it made me miss her alot i dont know how to feel or what to do x
northstar1 Posted July 24, 2008 Posted July 24, 2008 hey guys, i have been doin well about moving on and excepting everything for how it is. however, last night i drove to a place with some friends, and we went past a place that i first met her. college. i havnt seen it for 2 years. and it brought up alot of memories and made me feel sad. i then had a dream about her, some one said, she flirts with every guy that comes into the shop. so i went in and started riots. knocking things over etc i then left for the train and was crying in my dream. i know it wasnt a good idea to go by that place but i didnt think it would effect me. it made me miss her alot i dont know how to feel or what to do x I can relate. There are triggers all over this city. And the dreams..................yes - still a few times a week.
borelandkaren Posted July 24, 2008 Posted July 24, 2008 I can relate. There are triggers all over this city. And the dreams..................yes - still a few times a week. I guess I'm lucky in a way. I'm over 2000kms from Tony. I only get triggers if I go to Brisbane because we went up there last year when my father was sick with cancer. F*ck I still miss him though. I don't know if I dream about him, I don't have to. I'm just about to go back to building sheds and that triggers lots of things for me because that was our life 2gether. It makes me sad.
Author Peter_pan Posted July 24, 2008 Author Posted July 24, 2008 sorry to hear that. yeah i miss her alot to. she is over 500miles away now. i feel that it was my fault i didnt stay in contact. but how could i after she gets a new bf straight away
replicator Posted July 25, 2008 Posted July 25, 2008 It'll get better with time. I have memories of her everywhere I go.. I took her to almost every decent restaurant in this city. Everytime I go shopping, to watch a movie. With each trigger, the next time it won't be so bad. The pain will dull. Have faith in that.
nopainnogain Posted July 25, 2008 Posted July 25, 2008 i miss her like ****. Whats it like to miss ****? Did you and **** have a close relationship?
Author Peter_pan Posted July 25, 2008 Author Posted July 25, 2008 im not in "her city" now. im not part of "her" life. its hard missing ****. lo i hate knowing the more time that passes the less she will care about us at all, or what was i should say
nopainnogain Posted July 25, 2008 Posted July 25, 2008 im not in "her city" now. im not part of "her" life. its hard missing ****. lo i hate knowing the more time that passes the less she will care about us at all, or what was i should say But the more time passes the more you will care for yourself
JustinWolf Posted July 25, 2008 Posted July 25, 2008 Hey, I'm guilty too it's been around 9 months or so, last I heard she was getting REAALLLLYYYY serious with her man. Like he got down on one knee or something. I don't think it's going to last anyways if after 9 months the guy decides to get on his knee... that's too early. Anyways. I dream of her sometimes... It doesn't hurt like 9 months ago though. As for the memories... I'm swinging in them daily. Just let time pass and eventually you either get used to them or forget.
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