justaman99 Posted July 24, 2008 Posted July 24, 2008 I was doing pretty well for quite awhile there but of course the inevitable happened. She started to contact me. First a couple text messages, then some emails that were casual. Then she needed some advice on something. Nothing about us or the relationship. She even called me one morning about umm....I can't even remember what it was. Something about TV. I thought I was strong enough and enough time had passed but nope! Pow. I can't say I'm really back to square one. What I feel today is very high highs and some deep lows rather than this smooth gradient line of getting back to 100% Yesterday and most of today I felt like **** for the most part. Now, I feel this huge sense of relief and freedom. But that will go and I will feel anxious again tomorrow night probably, then I will feel relief most likely this weekend. Why is my mind going around like that? Am i goin nuts or what? -Just
confused and broken Posted July 24, 2008 Posted July 24, 2008 I was doing pretty well for quite awhile there but of course the inevitable happened. She started to contact me. First a couple text messages, then some emails that were casual. Then she needed some advice on something. Nothing about us or the relationship. She even called me one morning about umm....I can't even remember what it was. Something about TV. I thought I was strong enough and enough time had passed but nope! Pow. I can't say I'm really back to square one. What I feel today is very high highs and some deep lows rather than this smooth gradient line of getting back to 100% Yesterday and most of today I felt like **** for the most part. Now, I feel this huge sense of relief and freedom. But that will go and I will feel anxious again tomorrow night probably, then I will feel relief most likely this weekend. Why is my mind going around like that? Am i goin nuts or what? -Just I have felt the same way... the narcotic ecstasy of contact... and then the hell... nope not crazy....... but you are only hurting yourself more and more best to play the NC card and stick to it
kizik Posted July 24, 2008 Posted July 24, 2008 You're just buzzing, Just. Ask yourself if she wants to get back together? If not... SEE YA until a year or two when you can be her friend again. Simply tell her, "Listen, this contact is confusing me and I prefer we don't talk for some time."
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