kate0977 Posted July 23, 2008 Posted July 23, 2008 I was engaged to a guy for one year, we were together for 3. He was bosnian and I american. We always had our differences, mainly religion, and the fact that he was verbally and physically abusive on occasion, and I was truly not happy. I recognize this but it still gets to me. He moved away to another state and stopped talking to me. Before he left he was so reassuring we were soul mates and nothing could change that. He walked out of my life, and i'm left with a million questions? Even though it may be for the best, I feel horrible and stuck. He has a new beginning and I'm here with all the memories and debt.. how is this fair? I found his facebook, lame, but he's messaging girls he claimed to have hated, having late night conversations, and being a complete wana-be man horror. I know looking at that makes me worse but it's addicting. I want him to be miserable for leaving me. I settled and trusted him when all along I was played. I gave him everything, and in the process lost myself. Now i'm miserable and he's enjoying himself. Any advice would help!!! I think and analyze way too much but I just want to be over him!
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