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Well I did go out today to a new church ( I really havent been involved with any church in years.) I was trying to talk myself out of it. "I'm too lazy. It won't do me any good. I don't need it"

 

WRONG! It was nice. It was a little bit hard to see so many happy families there, but it was also nice to see that some people can be happy. I listened intently to the sermon. Of course, everyone thinks the pastor is always speaking directly to them. It was inspiring to say the least. Very comforting. I remind you , I am not a religious person at all. its just the peacefulness and righteousness of the place made it very nice to be there.

 

After church, I wanted to pray a little bit. I met this guy and his wife who talked with me a little. They were probably like "DAMN, we weren't anticipating someone unload on us like this!" HA! I wasnt too bad, I didnt cry, though my voice wa a bit shakey at times. It was nice. It really was.

 

Just a comparison, I am going to another church. TO my childhood church. NO one will now me there anymore, but i want to see if its as comfortable as the one I went to today. Next week, I want to take my 12 yr old son to whichever I feel is best. I just think it would be good for him, for us.

 

I didn;t talk to my wife today. Ive thought about her, but oddly, with my mind on church and stuff, not as stressed about not talking to her. I just need to keep busy I can see that.

 

One day at a time!

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