colourithappy Posted July 15, 2008 Posted July 15, 2008 I spoke to my ex, due to a family emergency (I wanted him to be there for me, i know silly silly me.. but i'm glad it happened!) and to be fair, he did help me through it. I discovered after approx 4 months, he hasn't changed one little bit. In the sense that, he's still screwed up, still loopy, exactly as he was when he finished with me. I actually pitied him to be honest, if not a lil concerned. It made me see him again in a diferent life to this "perfect man" that I had in my head. I knew I wasn't perfect from day one, but I feel somewhat better knowing this is due to his ****ed upness... I just can't believe he hasn't changed... It's restored my own faith back in me.. I will one day meet someone who will treat me so much better. I don't care, you do not treat someone you care about the way he treated me.. and for that, I'll gladly walk away from him. I tried to be his friend, but it wasn't happening, so he's really no concern of mine anymore. This is where our life ended, and MINE begins. ((Sorry, been dying to write this down all down hah ha! - I can't believe how much of a difference it can make))!
justine4 Posted July 15, 2008 Posted July 15, 2008 I spoke to my ex, due to a family emergency (I wanted him to be there for me, i know silly silly me.. but i'm glad it happened!) and to be fair, he did help me through it. I discovered after approx 4 months, he hasn't changed one little bit. In the sense that, he's still screwed up, still loopy, exactly as he was when he finished with me. I actually pitied him to be honest, if not a lil concerned. It made me see him again in a diferent life to this "perfect man" that I had in my head. I knew I wasn't perfect from day one, but I feel somewhat better knowing this is due to his ****ed upness... I just can't believe he hasn't changed... It's restored my own faith back in me.. I will one day meet someone who will treat me so much better. I don't care, you do not treat someone you care about the way he treated me.. and for that, I'll gladly walk away from him. I tried to be his friend, but it wasn't happening, so he's really no concern of mine anymore. This is where our life ended, and MINE begins. ((Sorry, been dying to write this down all down hah ha! - I can't believe how much of a difference it can make))! :bunny: Yahoo for you!! Thats really good news. You've obviously reached a turning point and your post is so positive, how could you not go forward? Onwards and upwards! Its great to read and I wish you all the luck in the world.:bunny:
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