CailinPig Posted July 14, 2008 Posted July 14, 2008 I'm moving on as fast as a snail going uphill... But that said, I do see little teent tiny incy wincy changes. The biggest thing I've noticed is: Two months ago, I sent him an email, telling him how much I loved him, and that when we broke up in November, kissing that guy meant nothing to me ( i was single at the time). I told him he had always been my priority. Anyway, I read back over the email 2 days ago and I felt sooooo embarassed. I felt like running to the shower and scrubbing myself with sandpaper!! I was disgusted at the words I used, and how needy I sounded, ugh! The thought that he read that email makes me feel sick!! I haven't moved on ina major way though... still want him back!! But at least my opinions are changing! haha!
foxh1234 Posted July 14, 2008 Posted July 14, 2008 I'm moving on as fast as a snail going uphill... But that said, I do see little teent tiny incy wincy changes. The biggest thing I've noticed is: Two months ago, I sent him an email, telling him how much I loved him, and that when we broke up in November, kissing that guy meant nothing to me ( i was single at the time). I told him he had always been my priority. Anyway, I read back over the email 2 days ago and I felt sooooo embarassed. I felt like running to the shower and scrubbing myself with sandpaper!! I was disgusted at the words I used, and how needy I sounded, ugh! The thought that he read that email makes me feel sick!! I haven't moved on ina major way though... still want him back!! But at least my opinions are changing! haha! I'm right there with you. I sent my ex a ton of sappy emails. I am a little embarrassed but it is water under the bridge now. Keep on making progress and soon you will feel alot better. Hang in there.
ate_the_paint Posted July 14, 2008 Posted July 14, 2008 It's amazing how our emotions are actually the strongest of our senses. They overrule common sense, they drown out our thinking process, and they supplant what we know to be right and wrong! Don't fret about it, however. And don't scrub yourself with sandpaper! LOL. That was a good line. Everyone is guilty of doing that, even the people we send those emails to. I would not trust someone who didn't feel those emotions during times like those!
Author CailinPig Posted July 15, 2008 Author Posted July 15, 2008 haha, yeah I think I'll leave the sandpaper for another occassion, when i totally humiliate myself!! I don't feel too bad about it, it's just really embarassing!!
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