mustangsally Posted July 10, 2008 Posted July 10, 2008 As you may have read before, my boyfriend and I mutually broke up on the 4th. He felt he was too wrapped up in me and didn't know how to extricate himself from him in order to focus on his budding career. I felt he wasn't focusing on his career and it was kind of getting me annoyed. We both love each other very much, but I felt like I also needed to work on some things. He sent me a note the other day telling me how much he loves me and misses me, but this is the best right now and we can't think in terms of the future right now only ourselves. He says time will tell if we are meant to be. I was dumped like 4 years ago and that was THE WORST pain I have ever felt in my life. This is definitely not as bad, but I don't really relish the idea of being in pain. He wants space right now, so I haven't contacted him but his roommate e-mailed me and said he was doing relatively badly. I just am so torn. I want him back so badly, but I am so afraid that when he gets his stuff together he'll not want me in his life anymore and decide he no longer loves me...
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