Author replicator Posted July 12, 2008 Author Posted July 12, 2008 At long last! Yay!! Yes, I had some days like this too (sometimes the anger just crept on me totally out of the blue, and I could barely concentrate on what I was doing). While it really sucked to be feeling the anger in the moment, days later it was like I had reached a whole new level in the 'getting over it' process. You'll see. It can be pretty cathartic. And yes, there is a physical pain component. They don't call it heartache for nothing. When you love someone so much, how can they throw it aside. I'll never know. She is the one who pursued me. Convinced me that we should be together. I need to stop trying to understand, but I think I'll always wonder how she could have changed so suddenly. I've cried more tears than I have ever in my entire life this week. Yes, and the heartache. Never felt it so intense. I did love her so much. She ****ed me up badly.
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