ehh.

[Myzterio]

1 month and 4 day's ago mark's the day where she regrets me and as she saw me walking away and needed help because I was left all alone. I wont into detail's about our problems, but i did her shady. I mistreated her very bad. but the good times overshadowed the bad times. She wanted me to change, we broke up around march. We kept in little contact and her family was very close to me. Wonderful mom sisters & brother. Thing's got pretty heated up and I coudnt go to her birthday party which then she forced no contact on me and phased me out of her life for good. I've changed for the better, but there's no point in trying to achieve the goal when there's a .1 chance. I've got a broken leg and i have nothing better to do.

on a side note, I've lost 20 pounds and went down three waste sizes. -.-

[xjohnsgirlx]

is she truely what you want or are you doing this out of the broken leg boredness? ... if you truely feel and care for her i wud use the time to show her how much you have changed.. especially if her family adores you. Do everything you can to show her .. =) show her your world and how much you have to offer

[Myzterio]

hey johnsgirl,

 

yes.. she is truly what i want. However i cant.

I cannot give her the upper hand on me once again, I let her treat me like trash for two months may-June, after i constantly called her, texted her and promised I would change. I learned that it was a mistake to do that after i got shut down real hard in front of her mom. I have no other approach but to wait and hey, our special day is july 31, or an holiday . Believe it or not, it took us six months before we said "I love you" on that date. Sigh, but anyway.. I'm not gonna contact at her all. NO contact unless she contacts me however I've forgiven her even though I haven't talked to her for all the rude comments she's said to me in the past. She was my one and only .

Oh my, how goofy we was.