Penguinducky Posted July 2, 2008 Posted July 2, 2008 [FONT=Arial]Hello, I'm in a bit of a dilema, I don't want to leave the guy I'm with I'm willing to work to whatever limits to fix our relationship, but I'm not sure I trust him right now. Back in April we broke up over stupid reasons, he wasn't happy with work so he was taking his fustration out on me and I wasn't happy that he was miserable and whenever we said I love you didn't sound like we meant it, so when he got home he broke up with me, he acted careless, no compassion, no remorse, nothing just didn't seem like it even affected him. So i packed everything I had in his house, and left, he kept saying I could stay there until I found somewhere else to stay, but it was too ackward, so moved back with family. He travels alot so I had to come back the following weekend to pick up the rest of my things, doing so he watched my every move, I didn't look at him but I knew he was watching, so at the very end we finally talked things out and eventually we got back together again. But now I suspect something is going on. I found 3 condoms in his dresser drawer, when we don't use condoms anymore, 2 weeks later 2 were gone, next day i confronted him about it, he says he bought them for us, but couldn't stick to it, so he gave them away, I have yet to find out to who, but once I do I know I should ask, but then theres still the possibility of them sticking up for my boyfriend. I also read in one of my boyfriend's ex's blogs, cause i was curious if he had something going on with one of his ex's, and in one of her blogs dated may 5 2008, note we got back together april 19 2008, this is what it said: "I've been talking to my ex Dave again, but I don't know how he feels about me, or what he wants. I'm kinda confused" Then she goes on about this other guy she likes. Then in her next blog entry dated June 25 2008 she says, "Before Ron and I started dating I was interested in my ex Dave, and I really wanted to be with him again, I'd tell him how I'd felt, and he never told me, I'd ask him and he'd change the subject. He probably just wanted a piece of ass, and that's it. TOO BAD, you didn't get it, did ya? *******." I never confronted him about this, not sure how to bring it up, even if I did, there's always an excuse. I'm just not sure what to do anymore, everyone says he's probably cheating on me. I'm not sure what to do? I know everyone is telling me to leave the guy why be with someone you can't trust, I understand that but I can't bring myself to do it. If he really his cheating, and confesses to it, most likely he'll do it again. So is there anyway I can mentally just move on, I cannot bring myself to leave, I have a problem here...[/FONT]
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