Loss 4 words Posted July 1, 2008 Posted July 1, 2008 So here I am now...and I feel so complete it's not even funny anymore. So my close female friend finally made up her mind and all and decided to get back together with her ex b/f instead of going out with me..and for a bit I was crushed....we'd spent so much time together and whatnot and I told her how much I feel for her and all yet she decided to go back to him....whatever..i can't make her do anything.. So I was hanging out with her and him becasue they needed some help and my friend was able to help them out....and the whole time she was all sorts of down and depressesd...can't say I was thrilled to meet him in the first place but i maned up and just did it.....and now inside i laugh....she's obviously miserable with him right now.... (yet she still tells me EVERYDAY at least one time that she misses me and LOVES me....and calls me when he's sleeping in the other room and whatnot....) and all i can do is be empowered by this situation...she's the one running to me in all this cause she knows that i'll make her happy and she wants to be.... BUT, recently I've been meeting and dating other people so I don't know what's gonna happen between US and whatnot...i can't totally rule out she and i getting together but also i'm not gonna take this upheval laying down.... (you knock me down after I pour my heart out to you and you tell me you LOVE ME and miss me all the time yet you aren't with me right here right now after all we've shared and done together now...you're in a not-so-happy relationship that you were in before...I can't help but feel sad for you about it becasue you know it's comfortable for both of you...but if you still truely love me, I am here for you and know how i feel...)
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