i can't believe this, oh, I can

[dharris27]

I live in Atlanta Ga. There is a community of artists and musicians that i belong to or dwell within. It's been a beautiful thing. However, my ex is very much involved in the scene too. Luckily due to his social anxiety he doesn't go out hardly ever so i don't see him all to often unless at a show and sometimes at a bar with his close friends. Pretty much we had to break up because i felt if i married a social recluse and someone who didn't like people very much then i wouldn't be with someone who was really compatible to me and would always be upset he wouldn't come out with me and be my companion.

 

Although i broke up with him and he was devistated, i mean really we both were, and even though he tried to stay in contact with me and claimed he missed me, he started dating another girl almost immediately. They have been together maybe six months now and i think he and I broke up eight months ago after being together for two years.

 

Sad thing is no one hardly remembers that we ever dated because he wasn't as popular then nor was I and we never went out. I'm 23 he's 25. His new girl is 31.

 

Get this: last night a girl who i thought i was friends with and who knew that we had dated asked me how farbod and and venessa were doing and then asked me why they never came out - as if the three of us were all friends! I was like, you know i dated him for two years and so I obviously am not friends with him and his new girl...she was like, oh, yeah i forgot. Then she went on to tell me how cool she thought she was and how she wanted to hang out with her. I'm like, shut up fool, look who you're telling this. It just pissed me off - i just wanted to go out and not think about this.

 

I feel like i can't get away from the madness and hurt of him moving on so soon. I wish i knew it were a rebound - how does anyone find love so quickly? Isn't it rare thing? That's how he and I felt about our relationship...I've dated but i'm picky and haven't really met anyone worth committing to. Grrr...i hate how much it hurts, how i'm not really over nor know when i'll be over the resentment of him.