serratededges Posted June 22, 2008 Posted June 22, 2008 So of course I wake up thinking for just one minute everything is fine and its not. Considering the fact that due to a minor medical issue, I am stuck not working for three months really makes this worse. I miss him so much and its his day off. He is probably sleeping next to someone right now (maybe not but its not my business either way). I am staring at the phone, and no I won't do it. I know I won't die without him, but living happily without him is not seeming likely right now. I miss his blue eyes, I miss having to stand on tip toes to kiss him, I just miss him. I am so stupid.
justine4 Posted June 22, 2008 Posted June 22, 2008 So of course I wake up thinking for just one minute everything is fine and its not. Considering the fact that due to a minor medical issue, I am stuck not working for three months really makes this worse. I miss him so much and its his day off. He is probably sleeping next to someone right now (maybe not but its not my business either way). I am staring at the phone, and no I won't do it. I know I won't die without him, but living happily without him is not seeming likely right now. I miss his blue eyes, I miss having to stand on tip toes to kiss him, I just miss him. I am so stupid. You're not stupid. Your human and are suffering from a broken heart. Its all completely understandable. I feel sorry for you also, being off work for three months. I dread the weekends at the moment and don't mind Monday morning coming around and back to work - something to keep me occupied. It must be terrible for you to have so much time on your hands. Maybe take the advice of someone on a different thread who said about getting a comedy series on DVD and work your way through them. How long where you together? What happened?
Author serratededges Posted June 22, 2008 Author Posted June 22, 2008 We were only together for two months, but it was whirlwind to say the least. At week two we were swing dancing and he fell and broke his hip. We started going out that night, and the next day emergency surgery for him and four weeks off of work for him. I stayed with him since I did kind of break him. I got out of the hospital a bout two months before meeting him (since I'm allergic to tylenol it shut down my liver and kidneys, and they thought i would die, and after seven months of hospital time though I am only 26 yeaRS OLD, I got out and met him). His parents loved me and he called me twice a day. He would say you look good even in the morning and made me coffee. I cooked for him, he cooked for me. He was happy to be with someone who was not insane (his ex of four years on and off left visible scars on him and is wierd around people who knows). We both are people who love being around people, and we don't do jealousy, though we attract others. It was the first time I was with someone that did not put too much pressure on me and enjoyed the same things i did. He is intelligent and fun. He is 22 so I did not really push for much and neither did he (i tend to be very slow to allow a title on my head though I am fine with being monogomous its just the other part that always scared me. He made plans with me for christmas and said things like if I could picture one day marrying someone, you are the first girl I dated I could see doing that with (that scared me but I figured if it happened one day I would be older and have this health/work thing dealt with). We were getting along great and then he did not call one day (it wasn't a big deal but I knew something was wrong). He called the next day and said that we get along great he cares but that he doesnt see it being long term(aka he doesn't anymore and we are over). We became best friends and we were supportive complimentary, I always said hang out with the guys have a good time, we had sex 3-5 times a day, people loved being around us. I have never been dumped and i hate it.
sparktonSS Posted June 22, 2008 Posted June 22, 2008 Two months? Wow, you are lucky. Just think if this happened after TWO YEARS. You are seriously lucky this ended when it did. Since he said he doesnt see it a LTR, keep with your no contact. Either he will contact you and possibly change his mind, or within two months you get over him. Simple.
sultry33 Posted June 22, 2008 Posted June 22, 2008 "How to Mend Your Broken Heart" Paul McKenna i read somewhere that in this it shows the link in loosing the future you thought you was going to have.. overcoming that is the key.. im going to buy it ... i know its hard my rs was almost 4 yrs and 3 months on it still hurts every morning.. i still sleep with my arm out which is where he would have been! in my prev rs i never discussed the future.. not even a couple weeks in advance.. but with this one we did.. it felt right.. 2 months may not be that long but love is love and when you loose that love it hurts.. stay strong and hugs to you x
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