JackhammerGemma Posted June 18, 2008 Posted June 18, 2008 I've had it. I've had enough. Fed up. Enough. I think I can finally walk away from the hell that has been my life for the last 9 months. Today I noticed they (my bf and the skank he was cheating on me with whom he says he isn't anymore) were both off work early at the same time. Sure enough when I tried to call him and text, no answer. Said he was napping. My @ss. She was at his house, I just know it. It's sad that even if she wasn't, I can never trust him again. This is some serious bullsh*t. I hate him. I no longer wish he would die in a fiery crash. I wish he would be in a fiery crash and LIVE. I know that's just my anger talking but I don't give a crap about what kind of karma those wishes might result in right now. He hurts EVERYONE he touches, and he'll never stop. Everything he touches turns to ash. I'm not his first victim, nor his last. The girl he's cheating with probably has no idea what she's in for, how he will break her too, like he broke me and others. I've been cheated on and been a cheater once but damn, I don't know how people can carry on hurting people they claim to love for any length of time. I couldn't do it. F*ck them. Pigs, they deserve each other. Sorry for the rant.
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