Im having problems with my girlfriend

[Deathbringerrr]

I have been dating this girl for 6 months she moved in with me after a month of dating.4 months intot he relationship we were great we thought we were the ones for each other everything was great we spent too much time together all i did was play xbox live and she would sit on her laptop and watch movies we couldnt use the livingroom or the other parts of the house because my roomate took over evrything and me and my roomate really didnt get along so me and her pretty much spent alot of time in one room and then the yelling started the fights over dumb stuff(we spent too much time with each other) then the news broke one day and my roomate was losing the house because he failed to pay mortgage because he had lost his job i did my part to pay rent so this was not due to me she started crying when she heard the news i told her evrything was gonna be alright i was depressed at this point and the next night she went out drinking with her friends and i got mad at her for drinking and not worrying about me and her getting kicked out i yelled at her the worst ive ever yelled at her(i was being selfish prob) and she called her father secretly to come get her and pick her up and she moved out after she moved out to make a long story short there was begging and pleading but she had had enough she said.After she moved out we hardly see each other i lost my job due to the fact that i didnt have a car at the time she was my ride and we shared a car(she complained about that alot cause she had to do alot of driving on a restricted license)(i also got greedy and was supposed to save money for a car but didnt and bought other things)so now that she has moved out she has changed alot she started not answering my texts liek she used to for long periods of time out of the day and she just didnt seem there (she has a long history of mental diseases such as manic depression and bi polar)i was really depressed in thsi period of time becasue ididnt see her like i did when she lived with me she would come over once out of the week and she was always doing something else when she coudl have been spending time with me she said she missed me and she loved me but she was going to her best friends house when she could be with me and she told me she couldnt make it to my house to see me(i learned this about a couple days ago) so i was getting really upset at her and trying to change my yelling and my attitude but not seeing her and her acting like she didnt want to see me killed me.Then one night she was at her cousins house and i texted her and i was text messsage terrorising her mass texts is wehat that means of how she doesnt want to see me and she doesnt care and im tired of it and she had a mental breakdown she said she never had had one like this before so she went to the doctor and she got diagnosed with bi polar again she takes meds now again she hasnt in years.Recently a couple days ago i caught her on her myspace talking to a guy about her giving him pictures of her boobs and she was willing but kept making excuses liek her camera was dead she needed to charge it and she was just gonna send it when he least expected it i confronted her and she told me she wasnt gonna do it and she only talked to him cause he was giving her attention but before this she had asked me to come over because i had bought a car and i told her i couldnt because i had no job and no money for gas so im guessing she got mad and felt lonely and started and realized what she had done.We talked everything through that night she was very wierd and she was saying about how she hater her life how she wanted to die how she wanted to cut herself again like she used too but she knew it wasnt right her mind was really messed up and she shut herslef down to me because of the yelling and the fighting and she didnt know how to get out of it and she wnted to be with me and she loved me and she wanted to make it work but she didnt know how to release her mechanism that shuts her self off to someone(because her last realtionship was verbally and phsyically abusive).she told me this night that we talked and i forgave her abotu what she had done because i love her unconditionally,she said she just wanted me to spend more time with her come around her more and show her that i had changed and wasnt gonna yell at her anymore and start fights about stupid stuff.And i told her i agree with her i will do anything to make it better i want to see you,So the next night i asked her about hanging out this weekend and she told me she had promised someone that she was going to there party with them and i lost it itried for a while to hold it in and i told her that i wanted to break up because she didnt know what she wanted and she wanted to hang otu with me but she made the same excuse as she did when she moved out abotu promising someone she was gonna hang otu with them instead of me..So i kind of broke up with her and i told her i loved her and i was always here for her and she told me to leave her alone but i realized that its not what i wanted to do and its not what i want and now she wont answer me at all she ignores me im wondering if she is seeing someone else already or if she is just really angry at me or if she has done something stupid(self mutilation)..She used to tell me that she was cursed and she couldnt be with anyone and nothing went right in her life but i made it all better her and she told me this when i told her it was over she told me she was cursed and she told me this! what do id o it hurts really bad and this past month of our relationship has been really rocky i just want everything to be back to normal again and work it all out what should i do should i give her time is she ignoring me for a reason or should i just move on from this situation???

[backto1]

Death,

 

You might want to click the "edit" button and break that wall of text up into some paragraphs. It's really hard to read as it is. I'm sorry for not being able to help but that is realllly tough to read. Break it up and you'll probably get better replies to your thread.

[Deathbringerrr]

yeah im sorry i know what i need to do though after i wrote it all out and seen it i realized what was going on thank you for your effort to help though!!