Author sultry33 Posted June 24, 2008 Author Posted June 24, 2008 You'll get there hun Were all here for you hun thanks carrie.. we be there for each other.. f*** the men :D my mate is trying fix me up with "the doorman" already ... damn:eek: i said no i want to be single thanks... dont think i could take the pain atm or the stress lol no harm in window shopping eh.. haha my ex used to hate that saying.. thought about him more today, than normal.. why is that? thought now the closure id be better but damn it im not.. nc nc nc ...
carrie3107 Posted June 30, 2008 Posted June 30, 2008 Hi hon Hope everything is ok.... How was your weekend .... Went out got hammered, got a phone number, loads of kisses and maybe a date.....
Author sultry33 Posted June 30, 2008 Author Posted June 30, 2008 Hi hon Hope everything is ok.... How was your weekend .... Went out got hammered, got a phone number, loads of kisses and maybe a date..... hi carrie, lol about the same as yours.. excluding the kisses.. although a couple did try;) doorman wasnt there.. damn dr jack was... lol but he is way too shy.. i need a guy thats not shy atm.. know what i mean, actually was abit of a bitch i think but there u go. met a guy that i saw last week.. he is only 23.. is lovely but nah.. id eat him for breakfast an break his heart i know it. he lives at home. plus no car.. and im not bringing anyone to my house so its a no go.. just have to tell him now:eek: sooooooo yesterday i joined 3 dating sites.. 1 for toy boys 1 for rich guy 1 normal lol kinda wished i hadnt now but i just want company even if nothing else .. someone to talk to on here.. online. dont think im ready to move on:love: today after lack sleep all night, dreamt of ex again an again so today i went bed.. wish i hadnt now. not heard from ex either which does hurt:( so hows you? x
carrie3107 Posted June 30, 2008 Posted June 30, 2008 Actually really good. Had a really good weekend. Getting back into party mood spending most of the week in the gym and then going home and playing sudoko. Speaking to my mate on saturday and she told me this lad was asking questions about us, so i told her if he asks for a date ill go on one cause i've got to get on with it!!! Went into the pub and within 5 secs he was talking to us, not sure if were meeting up again but had a good night out!!!! I know the ex is having to sell his car (scooby) so guessing hes down on his luck. Cause he cant afford to fix it. Thank god for karma!!!!
Author sultry33 Posted June 30, 2008 Author Posted June 30, 2008 haha karma indeed.. my ex is a believer in that i did say to him right at beggining of our split.. you know one day .. your be sitting there with the girl you will marry .. be planning it out in your head holding her hand then poofffffffffffff she will be gone.. he said is that a threat? i said no it will be karma.. we planned to get married.. maybe he has had the karma already huh.. my ex has a skyline.. its what keeps him busy:D he said before he had everything.. his dream girl, his dream car.. dream job.. now he hates his job.. doesnt have me but he has his car.. i prefer lambos lol im glad your weekend was good.. hope you can date.. i have heard it helps lots, just dont think im trully ready yet.. but hey flirting is good;)
carrie3107 Posted June 30, 2008 Posted June 30, 2008 I think for me it was different cause we never went out so the only memories i have off the x arent good. The way im looking at it is that i could keep on saying im not ready. Then next thing u know 3 years have past.... So got to get on with it. I think its because in my heart the x is seeing someone.. Well it has been 4 months and time to move on. Dont need my mates saying its time to move on now!!!!
Author sultry33 Posted July 1, 2008 Author Posted July 1, 2008 I think for me it was different cause we never went out so the only memories i have off the x arent good. The way im looking at it is that i could keep on saying im not ready. Then next thing u know 3 years have past.... So got to get on with it. I think its because in my heart the x is seeing someone.. Well it has been 4 months and time to move on. Dont need my mates saying its time to move on now!!!! thats good as it will help.. how do u know he is seeing someone? you know with me its the last thing i think off now.. that he is with someone.. strange really as when we was together i thought it often.. although he was with me when he was not working. we used to go out alot.. cinema out for meal etc least once week or every other week.. i made sure we had us time.. not been to cinema since or out for meal.. i think last time we saw each other he was trying suss out if id been 4 meal with someone, as i said id had steak.. he was like oh what from the butchers? its silly i know but i still worry about him.. but i will remain nc
carrie3107 Posted July 1, 2008 Posted July 1, 2008 Dont know but its a gut feeling (about him seeing someone)... and yeah i do worry about him, but only in my mind i dont talk about him anymore!!!
Author sultry33 Posted July 2, 2008 Author Posted July 2, 2008 Dont know but its a gut feeling (about him seeing someone)... and yeah i do worry about him, but only in my mind i dont talk about him anymore!!! thats good carrie, you are doing great girl.. girl power:D well i was worried so looked in on car meet site.. didnt see any poss from him but i saw pics.. pics of cars.. sum people.. him.. him with guy.. with girl.. for a min i thought he was with a girl.. he didnt look great.. looks like he put on some weight too.. she was your average joe.. lol i began thinking... is this the new chick? well funny it didnt feel like it was.. if it was well good ridance his taste has gone down.. yuk i looked in the mirror and thought.. i can do better... not biggin myself up but hell yeah im already getting better offers;) well im glad he is ok.. glad car show was another hit.. im doing fine too:D
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