Lucky555 Posted June 11, 2008 Posted June 11, 2008 i work very hard to keep going because someday i know i will have a great job that i will love to work at. I spend countless hours dedicating myself to my schoolwork to achieve A's or the best grade i can because its what brings me accomplishment and i know i need to succeed for my future. My friendships are taking off! All of a sudden i have real friends that care about me and i love them for it. They advise me, comfort me, invite me out, ect! I have been attracting new guys who are interested in me but i am not interested in them. I rather be single than be with someone if my heart is not in it. so i just brush them off. But i am glad that i am attracting some people. lol However, this has all happened ever since things ended with the guy that i was seeing. When he didnt want to commit after being on and off for TWO YEARS and each time i wanted him to be with me he freaked and pushed me away. Much heartache yes indeed. Its like i still think of it like wow I was nuts or had really low self esteem. I do think about him but i think its mainly because i feel like i want attention from time to time and hes the last guy i was connected to. Now when i reflect back i took a lot of BS! So here i am feeling great with these other positives in my life that have grown and prospered. So for those with breakups maybe its a good thing.
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