araxis73 Posted June 8, 2008 Posted June 8, 2008 I don't know where to start. I am in shock. I am in pain. If it was so damn good why now? Why do these emotions come out? I have paid all her bills for God knows how long. I have loved her son since he was 3 like he was my own. We did get pregnant early in the relationship 6 years ago but the baby could not make it to the uterus so it died. I am 35 she is 40 .I am really torn up inside rite now. I do not know if I can or will ever try to love again. This pain is incredible. Because I have always looked for angles to give her the world and then it was never enough. My life feels like it is over.
Gunny376 Posted June 8, 2008 Posted June 8, 2008 Be you a man or woman going through this? You need to feel the pain, embrace the pain ~ pain is good! Pain teaches you ~ indeed its the ultimate "teacher" The first time I touched a neon sign with my finger? I learned not to do that again! The first time I touched an open flame with my finger? I learned not to do that again! The first time I stuck a copper penny in a light socket? I leanred not to do that again! Pain? Pain is weakness leaving the body! Pain is actually good! Pain is what teaches us to not be a fool and to get back into school, to learn, to grow, adate, improvise and over-come!
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