LonelyVocalist Posted June 4, 2008 Posted June 4, 2008 After looking at how depressing and sad my life is without Mary Jane, I now miss it more than ever. I mean, my life would still be messed up WITH it, but hell, at least when I was high, I was relaxed and happy. It was also a little easier to open up. Plus, when I was high, I would CARE LESS about women I was attracted to and just chillax. My depression would definately shrink a bit, and it made boring, monotonous tasks much more fun. However, because of my career choice (singing) and financial situations, I haven't been able to indulge in my THC-crystal'd goodness. It's been bumming me out so much, I sometimes have to cheat and take maybe 1 or 2 more puffs 'cause I miss it that damn much. Because I've fallen for someone who doesn't seem to like me back much less give a crap about me or notice me, I miss it so much more. I wanna get so high, cheech and chong would look like squares next to me. Weed has affected my life in positive ways that no other drug ever has (including perscription!). Stomach-aches, acid reflux, depression, back pains, anxiety, boredom, apathy... weed has helped me with all that and more. Too bad medicinal cannabis is soo hard to get. However, I still watch stoner movies and listen to stoner music to try and recapture a bit of the essence of one of the things that makes my pathetic life worth living.
Nevermind Posted June 4, 2008 Posted June 4, 2008 However, I still watch stoner movies and listen to stoner music to try and recapture a bit of the essence of one of the things that makes my pathetic life worth living. Don't. It will trigger your desire to have some MJ. Back pain... exercise Stomach pain...go see a doctor/ change your diet boredom/apathy...actually caused by lack of MJ in your blood, you got used to it, the MJ was the cause not the solution depression... go see a shrink A long list, but you can get what you're looking for from other things. Keep it up, in the end you'll feel better.
thisishowitis Posted June 4, 2008 Posted June 4, 2008 After looking at how depressing and sad my life is without Mary Jane, I now miss it more than ever. I mean, my life would still be messed up WITH it, but hell, at least when I was high, I was relaxed and happy. It was also a little easier to open up. Plus, when I was high, I would CARE LESS about women I was attracted to and just chillax. My depression would definately shrink a bit, and it made boring, monotonous tasks much more fun. However, because of my career choice (singing) and financial situations, I haven't been able to indulge in my THC-crystal'd goodness. It's been bumming me out so much, I sometimes have to cheat and take maybe 1 or 2 more puffs 'cause I miss it that damn much. Because I've fallen for someone who doesn't seem to like me back much less give a crap about me or notice me, I miss it so much more. I wanna get so high, cheech and chong would look like squares next to me. Weed has affected my life in positive ways that no other drug ever has (including perscription!). Stomach-aches, acid reflux, depression, back pains, anxiety, boredom, apathy... weed has helped me with all that and more. Too bad medicinal cannabis is soo hard to get. However, I still watch stoner movies and listen to stoner music to try and recapture a bit of the essence of one of the things that makes my pathetic life worth living. Man, I miss my pot too! The thing I have learned though, is that you don't need pot to be happy. Sometimes we are lonely and miserable and the pot just makes it all go away but the pot is just substituting for something that is missing, and that is happiness. What creates happiness? Friendship, having fun, laughing, smiling. Chillin' out with your buddies at the ball game. Going out and meeting people. If you're too afraid to meet new people then look inside of yourself and figure out why. I see that you like a girl who doesn't like you back. Try just calling her up and having a cool conversation with her. Find out unique things about her and tell her unique things about yourself. I think both of you would be surprised. I wish you the best.
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