johnny11 Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 hi all.. i recently split up with my girlfriend of a year around a month ago.. i was stupid and we'd split up a few times over stupid little things which we should have argued out. I stupidly at one point told her i had feelings for someone else when my head was messed up with other things going on at home. we did get back together afterwards but ended up having another arguement and it ended.. the arguements like i said were over stupid little things. shes at uni quite far away but iks back here now for over a year. after we split up she wanted me back but i just wanted to give it a bit of time to see what i wanted. i realised i did want her back more than anything, she text me when she was out one night and i was on my way back from work to ask for a lift back to hers. i agreed and collected her. took her home said goodbye and proceeded to drive back to mine. she then text saying you couldve stayed.. i said no as shed been drinking and i didnt want to just get into bed prob have sex and wake up thinking everything was ok.. i wanted to meet and talk things through properly.. (ive never told her this until now) she had a go at me saying i didnt want her etc and thats when she said her feelings switched off for me. this was 3 weeks agoish and ive been fighting for her back like hell.. probs too much. found out recently she has met up with my manager a few times which hasnt helped things at all.. she has told me she doesnt want to be with me but i know her feelings for me cant have gone so quickly after she said she couldnt live without me when we broke up.. i love her more than anything and want to spend the rest of my life with her.. i know she is my one and i want one more cahnce to prove things will be different and better than ever.. i just dont know how to go about it.. many thanks
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