Loukos_od Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 Saturday.7 in the morning . Me drunk as hell . PLays our song .I start cryin.I call her .(sth i didn't all these months ) She has her mob switched off I take my bike .I crush .Really drunk.Anbulance comes take me to hosp.Stiches.Multiple wunds.Head wund.Back -leg - neck in pain .Bike is crushed big time.Guyz.I will never drink and drive again . Not at this psychological state. Whare is the f****n bottom they all talk about.Been 5.5 months now.How long will it take ?
backto1 Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 First, get rid of the signature at the bottom of your posts. Get her off the pedestal. I'm sure you've got some friends or family that saw things in her they didn't like. Seriously, 5.5 months and you're still walking around saying "the sparkle in her eye, I'll never forget." Stop that ****. If you want to feel miserable for the rest of your life you can...but you don't want to do that. Don't worry about dating around or other girls - I bet that sounds terrible right now. Just worry about making money, working out, getting to know your friends better, spending time with family, etc.
v33 Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 You are lucky to be alive. And I'm glad you've learned from it. Keep the shiny side up from now on. Almost 6 months seems like a good while, but how have to tried to heal in this time. If you are nurturing her memory every day instead of trying to move on then NO amount of time will get you over her. You have to work on it. Reach out to friends, go out and have fun, get healthy physically and mentally, take a course, work on your bike, try casual dating just to get some validation from women. Rock bottom... I think you hit it, man. Time to pick yourself back up.
motive2002 Posted June 3, 2008 Posted June 3, 2008 My God, I'm glad you survived! This is your new lease on life! You have everything to live for now! You are so damn lucky! I'd hate to think that this is God or the universe or whatever trying to give you a sign, but you better treat it as such. Be thankful for every day you wake up. Each day brings new opportunities. Each new awakening means you can move forward. Leave the past behind. It has no bearing on your future right now. Be grateful for each day you are above ground. There's a helluva lot more to life than an ex-girlfriend. She's probably not even in the picture anymore, so don't waste your time (or your health!) on something that isn't even a part of your life anymore. That's ancient history now. Time to make new, good memories without her. You know it's well within your reach, just have to make an effort to carry on. Be well, friend. It could have been so much worse. There are people that love you and are probably scared to death this happened! These are the people that matter now. Again, be thankful for every day you walk the earth. You can't make a difference in the world if you go on brooding over one stupid person. Sorry for the rant, but you need to get some perspective from this. Misery, in some cases is a choice you make. You could have been paralyzed from the neck down... all over some stupid wench.. ONE stupid wench when there are millions out there! I hope you recover soon. I'm sorry to hear about your accident. Take care.
Author Loukos_od Posted June 3, 2008 Author Posted June 3, 2008 Guyz.1000 thx.I don.t choose misery .It is just .Only if u knew her.She is the type of girl to make u fall in love with her right away.My family and friends have a hard time makin me see any negative things on her.Very pretty keepin a low profile alwayz.Very hard workin girl.Never talkin to much.Dunno know but here in greece it is hard to find girls like that .I am 33 met a lot of girls in my life .Never met anythin like that again.And i am almost sure that i will never do.When i met her 4 years ago i felt like i won the lotary .How many chances i have to win it again ? I remember that i was down some dayz.Only thinkin of her could help me get up.Anyway .I am hopin in reconcillation.Or that machine from "the etternal sunshine of the spotless mind" gets invented someday.But really .I can't get over her.Thx anyway .wish the best to all of you.
Bobby.Roy Posted June 4, 2008 Posted June 4, 2008 Glad that you are okay inspite of the crash..Take care of yourself buddy.. Good that you removed the signature from your profile.. And yes, like you said never drink and drive (or ride).. On a lighter note, which bike do you ride?
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