Author XxBacktoBlackXx Posted June 2, 2008 Author Posted June 2, 2008 :lmao: I can't believe what I did!
Exl Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 you're just regretting it. i think you did the right thing, IMHO :/ hang on!
Author XxBacktoBlackXx Posted June 2, 2008 Author Posted June 2, 2008 Isn't that such a mean thing to write someone? I love him so much. I just can't believe I would say such cruel things.
sunshinegirl Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 It wasn't horrible! It was strong and good and healthy for YOU. Why on earth would he resent you for it? More importantly, who cares if he does? You are taking care of yourself and that is the most important thing. In fact, it's the only thing. I know it's hard to face the prospect of never seeing him or talking to him ever again. I have a perverse sense of hope that I will see my ex again, months or years down the road, where he mans up and apologizes to me for being a lying, cheating jerk. It's a pipe dream - at least the apology part - but it's not inconceivable that we'll see each other again someday. We met through mutual friends that we are independently close to. I remember the very real and profoundly deep sense of loss I had with an old ex who I was sure I would never see again. With time, that sense of loss faded away, completely. Today I would say I'm happy for his marriage and hope he has a happy and fulfilling life. I long for that day to come with this ex.
Exl Posted June 2, 2008 Posted June 2, 2008 see it not as mean but as necessary for your own well-being
Author XxBacktoBlackXx Posted June 3, 2008 Author Posted June 3, 2008 Thank you for the advice. I, too, long for the day when I find a sense of peace and happiness when thinking about my EX and what he is doing. I do honestly wish him the best, but right now I feel as if I will never be able to be friends with him so I felt as if I had to tell him that so as not to lead him on to believing that I would miraculously heal and we would then become "best friends".
Exl Posted June 3, 2008 Posted June 3, 2008 We're on the same boat.. so let's hope we all get through it in one piece B2B....
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