rproctor Posted May 28, 2008 Posted May 28, 2008 I have put myself in quite a situation... You see I have met a woman, not just any woman, but a woman who has shown me what I thought I would never find. It's quite amazing really, more so than I would have ever dreamed it would be. In fact, it's so amazing that I almost feel as though I am unworthy of it. What is it? I do not even know... Is it love? I am not sure... If you could label it, I suppose that would be a good start. I never imagined, not in a million years, that I would have found her, and that she would have found me. Out of all the time in the universe, all the life in the world, all the places, people and things, her and I found each other. So why, even with complete happiness to each other, do I let things outside of our relationship come between us? Why would I let something that has nothing to do with me make me question the validity of our love? Is it my insecurities? Is it my own self destruction? Do I have a right to let things which do not exist within our relationship destroy our relationship, no matter what those things may be? I do not want to loose her, that would destroy me more than anything... But, I can not help but feel as though I am sabotaging our love because of my own egocentric primal misconceptions of life, love, and morality. Please, someone release me from these chains that weight me down, and let me experience what I have always dreamed of. Please, these over cumbersome bonds are defeating me... Please... Help me, I beg you.
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