Lonelystar Posted May 28, 2008 Posted May 28, 2008 I would consider myself a strong person. I have been through a lot in my life but still managed to keep up my head up. I am strong believer in my ideals, and never really show my weak side to many people. However, I seem to lose all my pride when it comes to my "ex". I cried like a baby to him. I kept telling him I love him so much, and that I believed he was the one for me. I am so ashamed myself. Why can't I control my emotions around him. I am never like this around anyone, but I seem to lose my pride when it comes to him. Ugggh.. i'm going to try to be stronger and to stop selling myself short...but it is so hard when I just want things to go back to normal.
BiAxident Posted May 28, 2008 Posted May 28, 2008 Sorry my dear, but part of love is being vulnerable. You have to drop your guard when you "fall" for someone. Eventually, the person whom you depend on the most, whom you put your trust in and base your happiness on will hurt you. It's a sad part of life.
Author Lonelystar Posted May 28, 2008 Author Posted May 28, 2008 Yeah and I fell really hard and was very vulnerable. I still am and it sucks. I just wish I could be stronger and not let him affect me so much. I did put my trust him, and all my hopes and desires in our future. I don't know if I should keep fighting for the love I have or just to let it go. Love shouldn;t be so complicated should it? He was my first love and I don't know what to do.
t_veron Posted May 28, 2008 Posted May 28, 2008 Yes love is that complicated. Whether it's infatuation, co-dependancy, or true love they all play to your emotions. Contrary to the hype out there that men and women are that much different when it comes to emotions we ALL act out in ways we can't control. Some people cheat, some get revenge while other cry. Cry as much as you want now but at some point you have to get over it.
BiAxident Posted May 28, 2008 Posted May 28, 2008 If we live to be old enough, I'm confident science will develop a nano-bot that can enter into our bloodstream and turn us into highly efficient, stoic beings who aren't encumbered by the eccentricities of love. HAIL the nano-bot! HAIL!
Author Lonelystar Posted May 28, 2008 Author Posted May 28, 2008 If we live to be old enough, I'm confident science will develop a nano-bot that can enter into our bloodstream and turn us into highly efficient, stoic beings who aren't encumbered by the eccentricities of love. HAIL the nano-bot! HAIL! How pefect would that be. I wouldn't mind a nano-bot right about now. I guess I do need to let go...but I wish it was easier. Ehh.. I guess time does heal all wounds, but time sure does take a long time.
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