pdw95 Posted May 28, 2008 Posted May 28, 2008 One more tip.. Expect nothing... be prepared for anything. Love her so much, she is my best friend, she is what I value the most in life. How can I expect nothing? I can't breath right now. She just sent the following; I don't want her to give up on us or me! I can do this, we can have a happy marriage. It is not a matter of being hurt, at least this is how I feel right now. I have been seeing the MC for the last few weeks, this is helping me, I have also been listening to loads of audio self help, improvement & reading loads. I would love to be able to fix everything, I working on learning how to earn her respect & trust back. Begging will just infuriate the situation especially when she is this hurt. O how I wish I could make everthing better now. I am traveling and she is working, I wish I could just hug & hold her to comfort her and assure her we will be ok. Sorry, I don't quite follow when you say then start tearing out the carpet, lay the sub floor, etc... are you referring to the master bedroom? For master bedroom colour originally I was thinking either the green from the bathroom downstairs or the yellow from the spare room as both would go with the Monet bedspread. I still think the Nantucket grey/Spartan stone - (bathroom colour downstairs)is still a good choice as the room is so incredibly bright. The other colour which is a very popular resell colour is the Behr Oat Straw (still a green tone, but much lighter) what do you think? Either colour will go well with the toffee crunch we just used. This means I should buy some paint before the weekend then BTW the floor looks awesome - you did a great job P. Please don't feel I am not grateful for what you're doing and all the time you're investing doing all of this. I think you're going to find that you are going to run out of time again to get work done on the car. I don't know how long it will take to do what's needed; is it a straight pull out old part (heater core is it?) and replace with new one or is it much more involved? Pardon my ignorance regarding car maintenance here I really wish that our situation was different and that we could enjoy all of your hard work together, but I can't change how I am feeling. I am sorry I can't give more back to you P; there is simply no more left for me to give to you I do want the best for you P. My hope/wish for you is that you will be able to loose/manage all that anger that's been built up in you; you will discover more about yourself as to the whys and how this all came to be; you will be able to make peace with yourself and that you will be happy and that that wonderful person you were can be again - I know it's in you, I've seen "you" before P, we need to sit down and have a serious talk/look at what our next move(s) is/are. While I appreciate how we are able to be under the same roof, I don't think it's healthy for either one of us as I know this is difficult for you as well. I am looking after K tonight; however, if you are up to it, I would like to talk to you tomorrow night Thank you P T
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