Cisco Posted April 7, 2008 Posted April 7, 2008 Well .. Its my first time here.. and All i can say is that im really sad. Heart broken into pieces. I've dated this girl for about 10 months. She would tell me things like " I never brought any of my ex bf's to my house" - " Never introduced them to my family " So yeah.. I actually met her family and they are lovely. I thanked God for blessing me with such a girl and for her family to embrace me and accept me for who i am no questions asked. SO yeah during our relationship , she ALWAYS talked about marriage. Showed me what kind of rings she likes , what kind of dresses she likes , where she wants to get married. and even said she had found our wedding song. Not that long ago , one of her cousins got married and her MOM invited me to the wedding. I was freakin out cuz this time i would actually get to meet her WHOLE family. I thought wow . is this for real? It makes me think that her mom actually accepted me . But yeah.. about a 1 month ago.. she broke up with.. She said she is not ready for a relationship this deep.... That she wasn't ready to introduce me to her whole family.. and the dagger to the heart..." I gave you enough time for you to make me fall in love with you" It just didn't make any sense to me. But after a while.. the real reason is.. she said it .. I'm a selfish person. Im very ambitious. So yeah.. I guess even after all the things I've done for that girl.. she is not satisfied. She cried. and cried.. WHY? She made the choice why is she crying? Makes me think she is not sure. which i still think that she is not. After all the things that's been happening.. i still want her back.. Everyone tells me.. We know who you are and we know who she is. ( we hang out with the same friends) We all know who is making a fool out of herself. Sigh...So many other things to say..
Author Cisco Posted April 8, 2008 Author Posted April 8, 2008 So yeah I saw her today... she looked amazing... I went to the gym with a friend.. later on my ex's best friend calls my friend and asks him to come to this karaoke place where she and my ex are drinking and singing... I wasn't gonna go but I just wanted to see her her ... i really miss her.. so yeah... i got there.. and they were all drunk.. and she says..." I can't believe you are here" sigh... I'm trying to stay cool and just hang out there.. just to see how she is doing... She tells me... you... stay away from me tonight..I'm drunk.. don't come near me... and i did stand my ground and just stayed there... Her friend was saying you are !@$#ed up! and yeah... I had to go through that ... and as much as it hurts me to hear her say those things and etc... i was just glad to see her face again... Oh God... what can i do? So i stayed there for another 10 mins .. but i decided to leave... cuz she kept on telling her friend that she wanted to go home... please.. anyone.. dear God.... No one understands me...
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