Dolorian Posted April 7, 2008 Posted April 7, 2008 Hi, I pretty much screwed over everything I had with my ex-girlfriend. I freaked out and lied to her. The thing is that I was stupid enough to continue the lie, until I broke down and confessed to her about it. Now she doesn't even trust me anymore and can't see me alone. She feels like I could be a threat, but I could never hurt her. No way! It's freaky enough that I lied to her. I'm not such a person and usually tell her everything straight out. This break-up has just been horrible on me and I have no real friends to turn to who could help, since she became my best friend. She comes tomorrow with one of her friends to pick everything up. I want to put everything in a bag for her and attach this short letter to it. The letter is a letter of apology, but do you think she will get the point? Should I leave something out? Should I include something? We are going NC after this for a while. Anyways, here's the letter: "Her name- I put everything in this bag. I cannot express how sorry I am for what I have done! The situation got out of hand and you saw me in a very weak moment of my life. I made a huge mistake that costs me your friendship and trust. I can't face you with this on my mind. At least, not right now. It is nothing against you personally, I am the one who freaked out. Please don't feel threaten by me. I could never hurt you. I'm sure my apologies won't change your mind about me and I understand that. Hence, I think minimal to no contact for a few weeks might be for the best right now. This is my last attempt to initiate contact. If you want to see or talk to me, then please call me. I would love to hear from you. I wish you all the best for the future and I will continue to pray for you. Hopefully we can become friends again one day and know that if you ever need someone to talk to or any kind of help, I will be there for you. Love, My name" I got over the break-up itself, but I screwed the friendship with her and that was the most important thing. Hell, she can't even visit me alone anymore.
Author Dolorian Posted April 7, 2008 Author Posted April 7, 2008 No. I checked her facebook because I was curious who she's been talking to. I know that is invading her privacy and I regret doing it. I really don't know why I did it. She asked me if I did it and made some crazy story up. It's unbelievable. It's like I was a different person.
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