nymphetgrown Posted April 3, 2008 Posted April 3, 2008 I need to thank the participants on this board for offering their wisdom. It has been a rough few days, but I have finally decided that the man I mentioned in my first post is not someone I need in my life -- and I'm fearful for the other girls on cast, too. My hormones blinded me to some disturbing behavior. I don't know what to feel. I think I feel guilty, because I knew he liked girls like me, who looked and behaved a certain way. I also feel responsible, because as much of a creep as he might have turned out to be, I let him get away with it and, by dressing as I did, encouraged it. But I can't look the other way anymore. At the very least, I think I need to let the other director know what's going on, so someone not me can keep an eye on things. I will be working as behind-the-scenes as possible for the rest of this show. It's a mess, but it's not as messy as it could've been. I am a very lucky girl.
Gwyneth Posted April 4, 2008 Posted April 4, 2008 I need to thank the participants on this board for offering their wisdom. It has been a rough few days, but I have finally decided that the man I mentioned in my first post is not someone I need in my life -- and I'm fearful for the other girls on cast, too. My hormones blinded me to some disturbing behavior. I don't know what to feel. I think I feel guilty, because I knew he liked girls like me, who looked and behaved a certain way. I also feel responsible, because as much of a creep as he might have turned out to be, I let him get away with it and, by dressing as I did, encouraged it. But I can't look the other way anymore. At the very least, I think I need to let the other director know what's going on, so someone not me can keep an eye on things. I will be working as behind-the-scenes as possible for the rest of this show. It's a mess, but it's not as messy as it could've been. I am a very lucky girl. Well that's good for you to come to this realization Now go add him to www.dontdatehimgirl.com
Author nymphetgrown Posted April 4, 2008 Author Posted April 4, 2008 Well that's good for you to come to this realization Now go add him to www.dontdatehimgirl.com I was sort of shocked he wasn't on there already. Yeah, I'm okay... but only after some serious screaming and crying, and that after a series of panic attacks complete with chest pains. Took three Ativan just to get me calmed down (total of 1.5mg). So, um, I may be vaguely stoned, but I'm thinking more clearly than I have in a good bit.
Gwyneth Posted April 4, 2008 Posted April 4, 2008 I was sort of shocked he wasn't on there already. Yeah, I'm okay... but only after some serious screaming and crying, and that after a series of panic attacks complete with chest pains. Took three Ativan just to get me calmed down (total of 1.5mg). So, um, I may be vaguely stoned, but I'm thinking more clearly than I have in a good bit. YIKES
Author nymphetgrown Posted April 4, 2008 Author Posted April 4, 2008 I should point out that I have mental health issues, among them panic disorder. I do still go hysterical now and again, though, and I'm privileged to have a father who was once a clinician with the military. He knows how to help me when I can't get my head together. This threw me. I won't lie. It threw me way more than I thought it would, and I didn't even do anything. How much more devastated would I have been, I wonder? Instead, I'm going to revel in the love of my friends and family, and if you don't mind, hang around as one who understands the temptation.
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