Slight weird or is it in my head?

[Angels&Airwaves]

This is a continuum from my previous post (frustrating circumstances), I was at work last night and the girl who turned me down was there, she doesn’t usually work on Monday nights; therefore I was surprised to see her there and was a bit worried.

 

She didn’t notice me as she was busy and I was quite happy with this, I didn’t fancy having to deal with awkwardness of her speaking to me, glaring at me and whatever else women do when they know a guy likes them, but isn’t interested.

 

I was on my break with a few other colleagues and she walks in and sits down with us, I thought to myself “just typical, she can sit anywhere and she sits here”. I felt quite uncomfortable, wasn’t talkative much and just sat there counting down the minutes until the break was finished so I could get the hell out of that place pronto.

 

As I left with the other colleagues, she decided to come down with us (not sure why, she had five minutes of her half hour break left) and as we walked back to the main work space, she decided to walk along side me, I could see her from the corner of my eye looking at me and looking around, like she wanted me to turn to her so she could start a discussion). Eventually I guess she did want to talk, because she started a conversation to which I replied back to, without really looking at her much, if at all. I know I came off as a rude, but I really just don’t want to hit a connection with an unattainable woman, and I’m not sure whether or not I can really be bothered being in the friend zone.

 

Anyway we carried on with our work and did all the jobs we had to do, but I noticed her working adjacent to me, I just glanced every now and again to see what she was doing, don’t ask why, I was probably bored stiff. I think she noticed because she decided to try and make herself more noticeable, by increasing the noise levels she was generating as she had to move and carry objects from one place to another, again it could be perfectly innocent, but it did seem like she was trying to draw some kind of attention to her. She walked past me a few times, looking at me but never smiling or nodding and come to think of it, I didn’t either.

 

Then worked finished and as I was walking home, alone in the dark she drove past in her car and shouted out the window to me and waved. Of course I waved and smiled to her and that was that.

 

Now I know she’s not interested in me, she has a boyfriend, and if she wants to be friends why doesn’t she just form a friendship with me like everyone else. I just don’t understand what her game is (if she has one at all). Something just doesn’t seem right to me. Smiling at one point and then walking past like I don’t exist, that’s no way to form a friendship surely?

 

Does anyone else have any opinions on this predicament?