more talk with the ex? whats it all mean?

[vulcan]

Hey well heres what happened. I talked to her last night. I basicly said what was on my mnd how she didn't have any respect for my feelings or talking about her new bf totaly degraded what we had in our relationship. I went off about how she made me feel ect. Well she tells me she isn't with the new guy anymore. So I tell her I just had to get that off my chest and Im cool now. She said somewhere in the conversation what do you want from me? I said I don't want anything from you. I said the question is what do you want from me? She replied I don't know. So I tell her she could call me and we could discuss what she needed and I would see if I had it. She said, well maybe one day after class I can stop by and get it seeing you are right up the street I say ok fine. So I tell her sorry for yelling earlier I was crabby and wanted to vent. So we say good night. So this morning I e-mailed her said hope you are taking it easy and feeling better. Cause she is awefully sick this week. So she calls me, tells me she is feeling sick I tell her to rest up she says are you at work I said yes she then proceeds to tell me that some guy at her work asked her to hang out and she said she did but didn't feel good and he didn't understand that she said he asked her to go to church with him and she told me she didn't even feel like going and it was all BS and she said "yeah and this guy thinks we are all buddy buddy now its all BS" So after telling her to get some rest and other small talk I asked if she wanted to come over? she said no she isn't driving anywhere so I asked if she wanted me to stop by and bring her some soup she said nooooo in a sickly almost crying way. So I said i would call her on break. I called her I asked how she was doing she said bad and said she was sleeping which she really sounded out of it so we got off the phone and thats how it stands now. So what ya think about all that? Yes I do want her back I do but I don't want to push or anything so any advice is helpfull I want her to see Im here for her but I don't want to make it seem like im pushing her in any way because thats what drover her away in the first place I think.