Dadubwa Posted March 27, 2008 Posted March 27, 2008 I dated this one girl for a year and a half. Two days ago would have been the year anniversary that we broke things off. Our relationship was a rocky one. But she was the only girl I ever really fell in love with. She didn't treat me all too well, and after awhile I started treating her poorly just because of how she treated me. She's moved on. She started dating again about a week after we broke up (I saw how replaceable I really was). She's been dating the same person for 11 months now. They've been on again off again, since they started dating. There has only been 1 point in our whole break up were we talked for a consistent basis. She told me she'd always love me....she clearly led me on. And we stopped talking. When we broke up, The first few months were HELL. The next few months things looked up. Things got better. And then slowly but surely things have become hell for me again. I think about her constantly. Every single day of my life. And I can't stand it. And almost EVERY night I go to bed...I dream about her. Vivid real feeling dreams, I've dreamed about everything under the sun and it always includeds her. These dreams are becoming nightmares. Beyond the thought that I don't think I could ever love someone like her...I need to learn to let go. I thought I did, I really need to be freed of this burden. My life is constantly and consistently filled with thoughts of her. 1 year later you would think I'd learn to let go! I need HELP. Terribly. I can't deal with this for another day.
JosieMcCoy Posted March 27, 2008 Posted March 27, 2008 It takes time darling! What you need to do is start dating! (OMG! I'm starting to sound like Cobra!) Go out there and find someone even for just one date and get your feet wet! Stop obsessing and MOVE ON!!! Cheers!
Author Dadubwa Posted March 27, 2008 Author Posted March 27, 2008 The worst part about that is, I have been! . I've dated two extremely stellar chicks. They were cute, fun, different,..and short lived. Each time when things got a bit serious, I just couldn't go any further. In a weird way I felt like I was cheating on my ex. Pathetic I know...
ReasonToChange Posted March 27, 2008 Posted March 27, 2008 Funny ain't it. That the ones who seem to hurt us the worst (in and out of the relationship) are the ones we miss the most. I've had a issue sorta like this. I'm sorry to say, but in the end you have to remember that she did not treat you right. Sure you miss her, but it was ended for a reason, she hurt you during the relationship did she not? Don't build her up to be something she is not in your mind. Keep the faith mate.
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