cluelesscanadian Posted March 25, 2008 Posted March 25, 2008 Im still young, only 20.. I have a daughter from a previous relationship.. but Ive been in a relationship with a guy 7 years older than me, for the past 4 years (as of this October), anyways - here's the story.. Last summer, I was out with a new-ish guy friend who I had feelings for, and in a drunken haze, I acted on those feelings. The concequences were that my boyfriend and I broke up, understandably. We were broken up for three months, and the entire time the guy friend and I continued seeing eachother, and it wasnt anything serious, but we always had fun and could tell eachother everything, not to mention the sex was amazing (Guy friend and I are much closer in age, hes slightly younger). At the end of summer, my boyfriend and I reconciled, and we've been together off and on, when we break up though, seems like my "guy friend" is always there to pick up the slack, realizing this and trying to stop myself from running to him everytime, I desided to block him from my life for awhile. My boyfriend and I constantly argue, and he wants to get married and have children etc. which I do not, he is unemployed and I work myself ragged to support him, my daughter and myself, he has moved himself into my house without really any discussion about it(it sort of just happened), Im not physically attracted to him whatsoever anymore, and we haven't have intercourse, or any contact like that in over 4 months (my choice), But throughout this entire time - I couldnt stop thinking about my "Guyfriend", recently we bumped into eachother and started talking again if we see eachother on the street, and occasionally over the internet.. and the "guy friend" said he wanted to be with me, as more than we were before. I love the idea of this, but I am scared to leave my current boyfriend and go to my "Guy friend" because last time (the summer occurance) he stalked and threatened the guyfriend, and took to semi-stalking me. I guess my question is what do i do? should I stay with my boyfriend, who I dont think I love anymore, but I dont dislike(hes more of a friend now)? Am I just infatuated with my guyfriend? I realize this probably sounds like Im in a public school little crush scenario, but Im genuinely confused about what I should do. Thanks In Advance.
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