wareagle Posted March 23, 2008 Posted March 23, 2008 Today was awful! I should have been happy because I had my family at my house for easter, and we haven't seen them for awhile now. I should have been grateful that we were all together, but all I kept thinking about was how I wanted her and her daughter here with us. I was close to tears all day and was distant with my family. I am dying inside, it's been two weeks tomorrow since she dumped me again, and all I can do is think about her how I miss her voice her touch her kisses, how I just miss cuddling with her, and playing with her daughter. When does this stop? When will I be able to function normally again? I don't feel like myself anymore, I'm not passionate or excited about anything. I love college basketball and I can't even get excited about march madness. I just wish this pain would go away!!!!!!!!!!!!
wonderinwhatsup Posted March 23, 2008 Posted March 23, 2008 man i'm in the same situation. its funny that you mention march madness because I usually love to watch it too, but this year ive barely watched one game. its a gradual process of getting over the ex. just keep out of contact with her as much as possible and the healing will continue. remember man youre not the only one going through this terrible pain, you can take some solace in that fact.
eagle5 Posted March 23, 2008 Posted March 23, 2008 Today was awful! I should have been happy because I had my family at my house for easter, and we haven't seen them for awhile now. I should have been grateful that we were all together, but all I kept thinking about was how I wanted her and her daughter here with us. I was close to tears all day and was distant with my family. I am dying inside, it's been two weeks tomorrow since she dumped me again, and all I can do is think about her how I miss her voice her touch her kisses, how I just miss cuddling with her, and playing with her daughter. When does this stop? When will I be able to function normally again? I don't feel like myself anymore, I'm not passionate or excited about anything. I love college basketball and I can't even get excited about march madness. I just wish this pain would go away!!!!!!!!!!!! Bro you WILL get through this one and the feelings you are having will ease, I PROMISE, my ex gf ended it on Dec 9th and on Christmas day I found out she was seeing someone else, whats more I had to work Xmas day eve with that knowledge, after having a day with family. I spent most of my time upstairs crying. It was the worst Christmas I can ever imagine, I didn't want to go on. BUT here I am now, over 3 months down the line, feeling better than I did then. You will too, there is only one way, and that is forward, it may not seem like a road that you can travel but you WILL. The story doesn't end there, but it gets easier. Look at it this way, that was the first Easter you had to go through without them, but you've done it, and you will never have to go through that one again. Like a work colleague said to me Xmas day, 'next Xmas will be so much better than this one'!! Keep strong bro.... Eagle
Author wareagle Posted March 23, 2008 Author Posted March 23, 2008 Thanks guys. I'm trying man am I trying. I keep trying to think about all the bad that we had in our relationship, but I just can't seem to get angry or believe that she can just move on with her life after all I have given her. I was very good to her, and I just can't help but think I will never find happiness again. I just want to go back to feeling the way I did before I got involved with her. I had been on my own without anybody for a long time, and I was fine with that. I was alone, but I wasn't lonely, I was content on where I was in my life. I always told myself and my friends that if I found love I would run with it, but if it never happened to me I believed I would be fine without it. Now I am here on this forum trying to get over the love that I found. It's just hard to believe that I was so strong at one point in my life, and now I am nothing but a broken hearted fool.
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