lovesparis Posted March 18, 2008 Posted March 18, 2008 as i was looking at the calendar the other day, i realized my ex was on his trip to the coast for a conference. i was supposed to go with him. he had never said so explicitly, but i'm 99% sure we were going to be getting engaged during that conference. when i realized that, my heart broke into a million pieces. god, i still love him so much. i'm doing my best to move on, but for every step i think i take forward, in moving on from him, something always happens to bring my thoughts back to him.
iwish Posted March 18, 2008 Posted March 18, 2008 i'm with you there, it's strange how simple things remind us of the one who dumped us!!.. But do you think that he is thinking about you right now? sucks doesn't it!
LuCidiTy Posted March 19, 2008 Posted March 19, 2008 Yeah...just like when someone dies, the milestones...planned trips, anniversaries, holidays...will always remind you. Thank goodness it really does get easier with time and distance. We still get sad, but it doesn't last as long and it starts aching in a whole different way....more poignantly.
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