Nowhere2Turn Posted March 18, 2008 Posted March 18, 2008 Well I met her a month ago and it feels like it's been getting to 'something', but so far we barely even touched each other, other than me tappin her shoulder or givin a little nudge here and there, but a few weeks ago she told me she had a boyfriend. I kinda suspected she didn't and it was just protecting herself somehow, because all her actions was saying otherwise, and I just didn't believe it but went along with it. But then, I began thinking maybe she does? Maybe it's my wishful thinking. I kinda felt like a fool if I kept acting too interested, so I kinda backed off, hopin she'd just see what a great guy I am ;P Well, the other night she started getting real close and brushin up against me, but since my mentality has been 'she's got a man, don't be a sucker' it wasn't registering in my head. So we left that night, and after I got home I realized why aren't I trusting my instincts that she doesn't have a man, why didn't I start touching her when she was so close. I think that was my opportunity and feel like I kinda blew it, not out of cowardness but out of stupidity!! So what you think? The fact she said the words 'my boyfriend..' should I be taking that with a grain of salt or what?? The prob is I get really shy bringing it up and I think the only I can make this work is just grab her, touch her, and be physical.. but I'm too g***da*m respectful!!!
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