loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 I went clubing with my friends today and i saw my ex. I am so mad at her behavior of how she went to see me with another guy like she was all that. The guy was holding her all night and can't believe what i saw. I was just talking to her last night. this so pissed me off. After the club i called her then she told me to go home and not see her. I am still mad at the moment. This girl that i treated like a diamond and how i was there when her dad passed away two months ago through thick and thin. Im just so hurt by what she did. i can't sleep right now because of this crap. ugghh so painful. need this space to vent so i dont feel the hurt anymore. why are these exes like that that punish and hurt me so bad eventhough i was there for them. @#$%^&*
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 why are these exes like that that punish and hurt me so bad eventhough i was there for them. @#$%^&* You punish yourself by focusing on her instead of moving on. Who cares what she's doing now? Obsessing over her just keeps you stuck in square one of the recovery process.
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 You punish yourself by focusing on her instead of moving on. Who cares what she's doing now? Obsessing over her just keeps you stuck in square one of the recovery process. I know its just so painful. I am tearing as i am typing these words. I can't believe she is like that, so soon. esp with her father passing away. I thought she was so innocent.
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 I thought she was so innocent. This is funny...well...at least you learned something about women. Sorry.
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 no its okay you can laugh. I guess i was that naiive with her. I need to rearrange my perspective of this woman. thanks. anything else i should know? =)
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 sigh its almost 6am and i can't even sleep. gosh. i shouldn't have gone out tonight to see this crap. =(
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 no its okay you can laugh. I guess i was that naiive with her. I need to rearrange my perspective of this woman. thanks. anything else i should know? =) Don't initiate contact with her, no matter what she does.
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 Don't initiate contact with her, no matter what she does. I see your point of making a statement and trying to help me move on. How would she feel if i reacted the way you have given the advice? just curious. =)
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 sigh its almost 6am and i can't even sleep. gosh. i shouldn't have gone out tonight to see this crap. =( No. Don't lock yourself in and wallow in self-pity. You will get over her. It just takes time.
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 I see your point of making a statement and trying to help me move on. How would she feel if i reacted the way you have given the advice? just curious. =) If she cared enough, she would have wondered, she would be unsure and confused...if she doesn't care it doesn't matter anyway. But with you calling her she knows she still got you on her leash...
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 i hope so. i am feeling like crap right now.
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 why are you up sp early mala? I live in europe and just had a great lazy saturday morning with a perfect cup of strong espresso and croissants...
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 cool, i feel lonely. i like your company this morning to atleast listen to me. thank you so much. =)
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 cool, i feel lonely. i like your company this morning to atleast listen to me. thank you so much. =) ... and now, go to sleep!
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 i wish! Hopefully soon enough. i will have to catch my sleep tomo. to ex: you fcing @#$%*
Author loveinlife Posted March 15, 2008 Author Posted March 15, 2008 im so stupid to even care about her.
malaclypse Posted March 15, 2008 Posted March 15, 2008 im so stupid to even care about her. No, just human.
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