lostnalone Posted March 12, 2008 Posted March 12, 2008 I know that I haven't been here in a while. A lot has happened since I last posted. First I want to say thank you to all of you who have replied to me. I didn't think that there was anyone out there that cared. But you all did and for that I thank you so much. Well, we have been talking a lot. He told me that he did sleep with this dare I say female. It happened the night after he left us. She picked him up and got him a room. He said it only happened once that night and she left because she has three kids herself. But that whole day he was texting me. Even asked me not to hate him??? Anyway, He has said that he's stopped all contact with her. Haven't gotten the phone bill yet so I don't know for myself when. He said it was the day before the started talking to me. I've asked him lots of questions that I know I shouldn't but he has answered them, mostly anyway. Claims he doesn't remember some things. And doesn't want to. I got so angry with him with a few things, like I asked what they had in common, "beside her husband hating that she is cheating on him" He said that she didn't get any help with the kids. I almost died. Because he doesn't help me. But he will pitty her. Anyway. I have told him that we can work on this marriage but in my heart I don't really know. I hate that I've told him that when I'm not sure. I haven't seen him since he left, he went to work driving a truck over the road. He'll be back on the 25th of this month. I'm scared that when I see him I'll not want him. I've also told him that before he steps into this house he needs to be checked for STD's. I will not let him near the kids or me without knowing he isn't carrying something from her. I have found out that she is truly a whore ( sorry if you're not allowed to say that on here) And he even said so himself. So I also have that. Now since all this started I've been very down on myself about my looks and being over weight. Well, I've posted some things online and have gotten quite a few replies. So I know that I will have no problems finding someone else. I just don't know what I'm doing now. Now when this is all that I wanted a month ago. I really am a sorry case. Thanks for reading. I hope this doesn't sound too crazy. I'm just typing and not really thinking about what is coming out. Wishing us all happier lives. lostnalone.
Gunny376 Posted March 12, 2008 Posted March 12, 2008 Right now? All I can over you is Love and a piece of my heart! :love:
Author lostnalone Posted March 12, 2008 Author Posted March 12, 2008 Thank you so much Gunny. I will take what you are offering.
Gunny376 Posted March 12, 2008 Posted March 12, 2008 I've also told him that before he steps into this house he needs to be checked for STD's. I will not let him near the kids or me without knowing he isn't carrying something from her. I have found out that she is truly a whore ( sorry if you're not allowed to say that on here) And he even said so himself. So I also have that. Half of all Africian-American teenage females that are teenagers have an STD? I'm a white, Southern, Repubican that finds this totally unacceptable and totally intoerble!
Author lostnalone Posted March 12, 2008 Author Posted March 12, 2008 Gunny, I am also white, southern and a republica and I too find this unacceptable and intolerable. It sickens me to know that people just don't care about their bodies or their lives. That is the one thing that will keep me from ever running out on anyone or hell even if I have to find someone new. STD's scare the crap out of me not to mention that I have children who need me everyday. Thanks sweety. lostnalone
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