miami45uconn Posted March 9, 2008 Posted March 9, 2008 Last november if your not familiar my gf of 2.5 years left me. For reasons i knew of but excuses she made up. The only one i needed to hear was she didnt love me anymore. In the begining i called her alot for the first 2 weeks because i dont know had no idea what to do. I dont have many close friends and she was my best friend so the only person i ever talked to when i was upset was her so i was really in trouble. Things were feeling better but the last few weeks i have found her wondering through my mind and its killing me. For 2 years i caught her every tear when she was ypset over EVERYTHING. to family problems to her allergies ( shes dealy allergic to nuts, cinnamon, cantaloupe, and latex- plus allergic to about 25 other foods but not deadly.) I CHANGED my life, i never ate those foods i read labels and for her to forget i exist has recently been weighing on me. I have been feeling like she used me to fix herself or raise her confidence or who knows what and when she was done she just threw me out. Everytime tells me i helped her out way more than she helped me. Basically by venting here. I just dont udnerstand why this love isnt fading. I know i have njo chance however the dreams and wishing thinking which is hard to control screw me up all the time. Is 3 months and some change like a joke to get over someone you loved because im dying here all over again. I cried in the first 2 months and havent cried until recently. Im an emotional guy and usually have the adreanline tears. I try and make myself angry becasue she was ruthless and denied any sympathy to how she left. Its seems like i sing the same songs every day and like im im self consciously hoping some miracle will happen. I NEED TO KNOW guys or girls, is there anything i can think about to forget or to like get her out of my head. Other girls dont work, going out isnt the same, and i just go to the gym and stay home. Its like a prison. Someone what else do i have to do.
iwish Posted March 9, 2008 Posted March 9, 2008 i feel the same as you! it's not fair that they get over us and we sit there pining and miserable.. why should we love someone who doesn't love us back? why do we still miss them when they have just moved on with their lives? it sucks and is bloody depressing!
SarahT111 Posted March 9, 2008 Posted March 9, 2008 If anyone knows a way that helps PLEASE answer!! Its been 3 months of NC with my ex yet he is on my mind 24/7! My heart aches 24/7 and I love him more that anything in the world still! For the 1st 2 months I cried non stop but now I have just fallen into depression I don't know what to do anymore He treated me badly and I thought id be fine without him untill it really happened. Now i want more than anything else in the world for him to come back or to gain the ability to turn back time! Its a really really horrible way to live so if you know anything that helps please answer!
mistie03 Posted March 10, 2008 Posted March 10, 2008 Stay NC and concentrate on you. Find things that make you happy. Do whatever you have to do to stop thinking about her. One day you will move past this. You may even find a girl that blows her out of the water. Good luck!
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