Jamesith Posted March 4, 2008 Posted March 4, 2008 Well As the topic suggest I finally realized Something about my last crush was that it was going to go no where, since she has been dating still and i just got tired of even trying and all efforts were basically pointless cause nothing came out of everything i did and tried.I just wanted to believe that we could have gone out but you would think after trying to ask a girl out twice then you'd get the picture that she didn't want to go out but just be friends.I had to learn that lesson the hard way but i eventually just gave up and that was a waste cause i could have found someone that would actually like me as i like them.Well I'm 18 and i found myself liking a 17 year old junior in high school well you'll hear more on her later on in this. (this was pretty much all year until Thursday last week when i gave up and found some else that i started liking) fast forward to Wednesday, the youth group from my church went up to LA for youth day.We got to our hotel around 10 at night I saw Andrea but i felt nothing no feelings for her or anything.Well Thursday came around the corner and i spent more time trying to get close to her which i did i sat next to her at youth day,spoke with her and then right before the night was over i realized that i liked her at that moment.The whole day Friday i chaperoned her group and it was just an amazing experience at Disneyland and i did the same thing trying to show her how i felt about her even though I've only known her for 6 days.The week ended and when i got back home i missed my group and Andrea and i still do right now my group was amazing. Well little did i know that she was in a 1 year and 5 month relationship and i felt ashamed again cause it was the same type of situation i put myself into again.(Let me back track to Friday of 2 weeks ago) My mom told me that she had seen Andrea and her younger sister at youth group.And that when i walked in her younger sister kept tugging her shoulder and my mom had heard Andrea saying somethings to her which leads me to believe that her younger sister knows she likes me kinda i suppose.(keep in mind Andreas 17 and idk how old her younger sister is.) I'm not sure whether to stop myself dead in my tracks before i make the same mistakes as i did with my last crush, or continue to show her how i feel about her and try not to get that whole friend zoned and just be friends type of deal. Any Input or Advice you have would be very much appreciative.
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