My gf broke up with me Saturday; sent me a weird email

[mistyrain]

So my gf and I have had problems for some time. I found out she had cheated on me during the month of October, and then continued to see/talk to this girl through the month of November. I broke up with her in December because when asked to come clean about the cheating because I was still willing to try to make it work, she continued to lie to me. I found out from her former friend the truth. (Lesbian drama). Anyway, things were going okay for a couple of months until mid-January, when I started experiencing bad mood swings and depression. I told her I just didn't feel like myself. I went to my dr. who prescribed 2x what I was taking as far as antidepressants. It didn't seem to help. I have been a little snappy with her because I just get these bad swings like I said. I've apologized and said 'it's not me. I just feel weird.' Now I'm seeing a psychiatrist, who thinks I may have a form of bipolar disorder. I get that she felt it was unhealthy for her to stay in a relationship with me. I don't feel it's my entire fault if I have a mood disorder that's currently being undertreated. What is perplexing me is the game playing I suspect she is trying to start. After she broke up with me Saturday (on the phone nonetheless), I didn't communicate with her at all until Monday, when I sent a short e-mail asking if I could pick up some of my stuff she had at her house later in the week. She said 'yes.' Then she sent me an email with the subject 'silence.' She proceeded to tell me that she has not contacted me because that is what I want. She is in major pain and this is not what she wants. She misses me terribly. She has more to say to me but this isn't the time or place. What the hell does this mean? She dumps me after a 2.5-yr relationship over the phone no less. I back off and then sends me this cryptic weird email. Do you think she is baiting me? Trying to get me to talk to her?

[xpaperxcutx]

One, either she's really upset over the breakup, or two she's trying to stir up some drama with you over your lackluster response to the recent breakup.